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  • Anonymous posted on July 19, 2003 at 6:14 am

    🙁

    Hey Bev,

    I’m sorry that you’re feeling so bad. I don’t know what to say to make you feel better, but you can email me anytime you need to. Maybe my new makeup collection will cheer you up. We’ll have a good time at Miranda on Wednesday. Hope you feel better soon.

    Danae.

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  • Anonymous posted on July 19, 2003 at 6:37 am

    hi Beverly!
    Sneaked a peek at your diary after checking out the link the other day from our emails we were swapping this week. I am so sorry to read you are sad and just had to say something, just so you know people are thinking about you…I’m not sure what you’ve been through this week (besides fights with Chris you’ve briefly mentioned, which are awful!), but I’ve been through some pretty bad times like that, when you feel your world has ended and you may as well crawl into a hole and leave it at that. But, you DO come out of it! Just make sure you keep talking to someone, a good friend, your mum and dad, whoever! It just helps to do that. I know you probably know that, but you forget when you get that down sometimes. And keep writing your diary. I am a HUGE diary writer too and it’s always helped keep me sane. And I don’t know about you, but I have a feeling they do the same good for you as they do for me, get some of that SP, SS or MMU on you and you’ll feel a bit better! Email me if you want to.

    =:) BerryD (Lisa)

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:39 pm

      Hi Lisa 🙂

      Thanks so much for your thoughts.. it’s really nice to hear nice stuff from people when I”ve been so crappy to everyone this week :T Writing DEFINITELY is the best therapy ever, almost better than retail therapy, haha. Unfortunately I’ve ordered pretty much all the stuff I want from e-tailers so I don’t need any more – how sad is that?!

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  • sasky posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:40 am

    Hi Bev, I know how horrible fighting with your bf is,ugh it sucks. Usually when you are having a hard time you always take your problems out on the person/people that you wouldnt normally.

    I do hope things get better for you soon and that you are back to your cheery self quickly as it is horrible to feel depressed.

    Feel free to email me if you want to chat or anything 🙂
    (Sarahlittlecutie on MUA)

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:38 pm

      Hey, I never knew you were sarahlittlecutie on MUA.. you probably told me before but I have the memory of a 90 yr old 😛

      But ya, I hate how I’ve been arguing with people that I shouldn’t even BE arguing with 🙁

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      • sasky posted on July 20, 2003 at 2:00 pm

        Hey, yes it’s me! I probably didnt tell you cos till recently i thought my username here was sarahlittlecutie and sasky was just my password lol so i just assumed people would know (yes that was indeed a bit dumb 😉

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  • cayenne3 posted on July 19, 2003 at 9:24 am

    ((hugs)) bev, good days and things will head your way soon. i really hope you’ll feel better soon 🙁

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:48 pm

      Thanks heaps 🙂 Just surfed around LJ today and “3” is sweeping through Australia as well. ‘Cept the video phones are so big! Plus all my friends need to have one before it’ll actually be useful :T

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      • cayenne3 posted on July 20, 2003 at 3:06 am

        i know. i hate huge phones too. it’ll be a while b4 “3” is useful to us. are you feeling better already?

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  • Anonymous posted on July 19, 2003 at 6:14 am

    🙁

    Hey Bev,

    I’m sorry that you’re feeling so bad. I don’t know what to say to make you feel better, but you can email me anytime you need to. Maybe my new makeup collection will cheer you up. We’ll have a good time at Miranda on Wednesday. Hope you feel better soon.

    Danae.

    Reply
  • Anonymous posted on July 19, 2003 at 6:37 am

    hi Beverly!
    Sneaked a peek at your diary after checking out the link the other day from our emails we were swapping this week. I am so sorry to read you are sad and just had to say something, just so you know people are thinking about you…I’m not sure what you’ve been through this week (besides fights with Chris you’ve briefly mentioned, which are awful!), but I’ve been through some pretty bad times like that, when you feel your world has ended and you may as well crawl into a hole and leave it at that. But, you DO come out of it! Just make sure you keep talking to someone, a good friend, your mum and dad, whoever! It just helps to do that. I know you probably know that, but you forget when you get that down sometimes. And keep writing your diary. I am a HUGE diary writer too and it’s always helped keep me sane. And I don’t know about you, but I have a feeling they do the same good for you as they do for me, get some of that SP, SS or MMU on you and you’ll feel a bit better! Email me if you want to.

    =:) BerryD (Lisa)

    Reply
    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:39 pm

      Hi Lisa 🙂

      Thanks so much for your thoughts.. it’s really nice to hear nice stuff from people when I”ve been so crappy to everyone this week :T Writing DEFINITELY is the best therapy ever, almost better than retail therapy, haha. Unfortunately I’ve ordered pretty much all the stuff I want from e-tailers so I don’t need any more – how sad is that?!

      Reply
  • swankysista posted on July 19, 2003 at 3:42 pm

    hey bev,
    holly here again.. yeah, i read your LJ pretty often, but i usually just lurk instead of leaving comments. but since you’ve been having a bad (to worse) week… cheer up hun!!! its horrible to have fights, with anyone, but everything will sort itself out, so dont you worry! i always say, everything will be ok in the end, if it’s not ok, then its not the end! have some chocolate, a nice hot bath, and i know this sounds so horribley cliche, but try to clear your mind of thoughts? ive had a pretty bad week too, but thats because i think too much. ANYWAY. cheer up bev, i love you!
    much love, holly (lol your cousin? haha i feel stupid having to clarify this, but just in case. and yeah i have an LJ but i hardly use it. ;))

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:50 pm

      Heh of COURSE I know who you are! I liiiiiike your idea of choc, bath, and just a self-pampering session.. think I need to do that today 🙂 REALLY wish I could be in SG too – part of this is just homesickness ‘cos I haven’t been back in over a year and it just SUCKS 🙁

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  • valencianna posted on July 19, 2003 at 3:48 pm

    *hugs* ill be praying for your safety and well being bev.

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:46 pm

      Thanks Juanita 🙂 Y’know, it’s weird, when I get the LJ email saying people have commented, the text is always in Courier. But when YOU comment, it shows up as Times New Roman!

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      • valencianna posted on July 20, 2003 at 9:02 am

        thats because im your special friend 😉

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  • sasky posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:40 am

    Hi Bev, I know how horrible fighting with your bf is,ugh it sucks. Usually when you are having a hard time you always take your problems out on the person/people that you wouldnt normally.

    I do hope things get better for you soon and that you are back to your cheery self quickly as it is horrible to feel depressed.

    Feel free to email me if you want to chat or anything 🙂
    (Sarahlittlecutie on MUA)

    Reply
    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:38 pm

      Hey, I never knew you were sarahlittlecutie on MUA.. you probably told me before but I have the memory of a 90 yr old 😛

      But ya, I hate how I’ve been arguing with people that I shouldn’t even BE arguing with 🙁

      Reply
      • sasky posted on July 20, 2003 at 2:00 pm

        Hey, yes it’s me! I probably didnt tell you cos till recently i thought my username here was sarahlittlecutie and sasky was just my password lol so i just assumed people would know (yes that was indeed a bit dumb 😉

        Reply
  • cayenne3 posted on July 19, 2003 at 9:24 am

    ((hugs)) bev, good days and things will head your way soon. i really hope you’ll feel better soon 🙁

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:48 pm

      Thanks heaps 🙂 Just surfed around LJ today and “3” is sweeping through Australia as well. ‘Cept the video phones are so big! Plus all my friends need to have one before it’ll actually be useful :T

      Reply
      • cayenne3 posted on July 20, 2003 at 3:06 am

        i know. i hate huge phones too. it’ll be a while b4 “3” is useful to us. are you feeling better already?

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  • shes_got_style posted on July 19, 2003 at 7:00 pm

    No matter what happens things will be ok in the end! Try to sort things out now and get them out of the way so you dont stress or worry about them anymore!! Good luck *hugs* hope your ok 😉

    luv marisa

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:49 pm

      Heh, “stress” was like the keyword all of this week. I hate being like this though so hopefully everything will work out :T

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  • swankysista posted on July 19, 2003 at 3:42 pm

    hey bev,
    holly here again.. yeah, i read your LJ pretty often, but i usually just lurk instead of leaving comments. but since you’ve been having a bad (to worse) week… cheer up hun!!! its horrible to have fights, with anyone, but everything will sort itself out, so dont you worry! i always say, everything will be ok in the end, if it’s not ok, then its not the end! have some chocolate, a nice hot bath, and i know this sounds so horribley cliche, but try to clear your mind of thoughts? ive had a pretty bad week too, but thats because i think too much. ANYWAY. cheer up bev, i love you!
    much love, holly (lol your cousin? haha i feel stupid having to clarify this, but just in case. and yeah i have an LJ but i hardly use it. ;))

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:50 pm

      Heh of COURSE I know who you are! I liiiiiike your idea of choc, bath, and just a self-pampering session.. think I need to do that today 🙂 REALLY wish I could be in SG too – part of this is just homesickness ‘cos I haven’t been back in over a year and it just SUCKS 🙁

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  • valencianna posted on July 19, 2003 at 3:48 pm

    *hugs* ill be praying for your safety and well being bev.

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:46 pm

      Thanks Juanita 🙂 Y’know, it’s weird, when I get the LJ email saying people have commented, the text is always in Courier. But when YOU comment, it shows up as Times New Roman!

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      • valencianna posted on July 20, 2003 at 9:02 am

        thats because im your special friend 😉

        Reply
  • shes_got_style posted on July 19, 2003 at 7:00 pm

    No matter what happens things will be ok in the end! Try to sort things out now and get them out of the way so you dont stress or worry about them anymore!! Good luck *hugs* hope your ok 😉

    luv marisa

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    • beverly posted on July 19, 2003 at 8:49 pm

      Heh, “stress” was like the keyword all of this week. I hate being like this though so hopefully everything will work out :T

      Reply

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